Well here it is sunday night have been liquid for 2 days probably the crappiest days to start this as i attending 2 bridal showers this weekend which with my visual on marriage - was ehhh just ok and i couldnt even waste the time gorging myself on the generosity of other peoples kitchen treats. Actually all of this pre-op diet is makeing me Forcing me to face my issues with food. i didnt think i even had any but now it is like all i talk about how much i cant eat or even how much time eating consumed in my life. Seems like everything i did was around food i am really astonished that i can recognize it and deal with it - has only taken me 30 years right ??? i think i am going to be hottt have already taken before pics to see how much of my fat ass i am whittle away - wow crazy how life goes and changes then grows

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deb

Wow I didn't have to do any liquid diet or anything for mine. I go tomorrow...today I find out what time. This whole past week everything I ate and I did I realize I can not do anymore and am I going to do it or fail. It's crazy. But then I think wow a fresh start after all these years and I can actually find me my body again, older but better, right? I had my one pic taken and I'll have my daughter take pics after I come home on Wed. I had bought myself in May before I even knoew if I was going to be approved a pair of size 12 Levis Jeans lol so I hope by fall I will be in them and loving it. My daughter has really sharp clothes, she works for a law firm in Philadelphia and she has lost allot of weight on her own, she is young lol all my girls are skinny like I use to be. lol Anyway she has nice clothes for me I can't wait. Oh well I am nervous over tomorrow and can talk and talk. I will check back a

Lisa