Well, I have three days to go before surgery. So far so good. I did have a meltdown the other day, but I have since recovered.

I was feeling very nervous and unsure of what I was doing, of course when you go to pay the hospital in full up front could be a bit nerve wracking! That is a lot of money to hand over.

I was having some negative self-talk, you know, the I have never been successful losing weight, so why will this time be different? I will be the only person to not lose weight, etc. :eek: I am now feeling better and I know this is the best decision I can make to get my health back on track.

I am glad that I have been dieting the past month, I am in a good mind set for losing weight. Some of the more fried, greasy, fatty foods I was used to are no longer a trigger for eating - the even smell gross! :redface:

I have to do all liquids on Monday, day before surgery, but I am ready to go and have the pantry stocked with all of my foods. My husband is being supportive, but I still hear the negative when he asks questions. I think he is so used to the failures he is uncertain if this will work. I am bound and determined to prove him wrong!