Hello Bandsters!

Six days out of surgery. It's not too bad. I notice something a little different today....hunger. The bad thing is that is a ferocious beast-like hunger. The good thing is that I can drink some water or eat some jello and the hunger goes away. It's like I'm having to make choices already. But, know that before having the surgery, I would've taken that hunger and ran to the dollar menu and bought like 5 things and ate myself into a stupor.

Enough about that though. One day at a time. Things are kinda crazy at home. My mother just left to go back to St. Louis, where she lives now. We have her friends helping me and her to clean out this house we just moved from and her friends have taken a stash of money from the house. They had a key bc we trusted them and now they are ducking and dodging phone calls from me and Mom won't call them without me convincing her why she should. I know this has nothing to do with my lap band, but may have something to do with my hunger. (The whole using food to cope thing.)

I will drink some water first to make sure that it actually hunger. I know I'm rambling, but I'm a bit pissed that people that you know and trust, will prey on you in your time of need.

I believe that God wants me to forgive and forget...maybe they needed that money for something really important. But everytime I think about it, my salvation drops just a little and I'm ready to go back to my fighting days lol.

Anywho, I lost 2 more lbs!! Wooohooo! I'm a long way from the two piece, but at least I've gotten on the traveling road.

Thanks for reading and may God bless you all so much that you run out of room to receive everything!!

Alicia :smile: