Yesterday was another of those first for me. Hubby and I took the kids to Six Flags again. I got my daughter to ride a roller coaster for the first time and even though she was having a fit she was in the car. I had to get out because I could not fit in to the seat. I was embarssed that I had to get out of the cart and walk off the other side of the platform. At least we were toward the back so not everyone on the ride saw what I was doing.

I haven't really seen myself as a big person, but since we moved back to the states in March it has been hitting me. I am starting to realize that this is the last hope for me.

not so happy today.

I am so sorry for you. I have had that happen to me in High School - but the guy I was riding with was larger than me and made sure everyone thought it was him, not me that couldn't ride. He even thanked me in front of everyone for getting off with him! What a sweetheart. He was a good friend. I am sorry you had to go through that. I am sending you warm hugs today.

At least you were smart enough to get off! When I was in high school when I couldn't buckle I just hid it on my side, talk about an air ride! LOL

It hurts but just think it was not a prophecy you are on the way toward liberation!