chicken with my head cut off, but my house is clean
No lyrics today
just an overdrive of energy
I can't sleep, wide awake
2 hrs of sleep in the last night to now
I stayed up all night last night playing
World of Warcraft yes, I am a shameless gamer. I even had the pleasure of Beta-ing WoW. Big deal to me..I know go "buh?" now..
anyway I just HAD to get to level 40 so I could get my mount..a black stallion, I'll eventually get an Eleck (elephant) and Cat mounts. I mean I couldn't sleep anyway so hey...:smile:
I play private free servers right now at Toxic WoW I also have 2 level 70s on retail I used to GM on a private server NEVER AGAIN..nothing like impatient teens wanting everything from gold to spells to whatever
fix this fix that.. "why haven't I been fixed yet!!!!".. on and on and on however it did have it's perks like "stun forever" and the ability to turn them into snowmen or frogs by the stroke of my macro :thumbup:
I love playing stuff like that..different stuff to
like Counter Strike Source and Battlefield2
(nade wars rock) and 9Dragons just to name a few most are mmorpgs (multi member online role playing games)
anyway Monday is the day and I'm stoked all kinds of emotions running rampart :eek:
my Brother in law is coming, my sister has to work and I wish that he'd stay home and just call to check on me and that just my husband and my girl would be there instead... I just don't want it to become some major extended family circus thing..it's a LAP band not a quadruple bypass..risks yea, but still not to worry I will NOT be hurting his feelings and let him play his role
oh don't get me wrong I love my BIL.. he's the best, he is like a dad to me and you know how dad's are when their kids are involved in something like this.. I can just see him now asking the surgeon a TON of questions such as:
how many of these have you done
how many times has the anesthesiologist put someone over
and on and on
never mind I've already told him everything and researched it completely as possible
he has to be there to ask himself, up front and personal..
I really love him for it and I do appreciate his concern, but still
~sigh~
shoot I haven't even told my husband's family and don't plan to.. I'm gonna pull a Star Jones on them..:sneaky:
anyway I've lost 2 more pounds I'm 218# now..
my stomach feels hollow.. kinda cool in a weird way.. can't feel my liver or my stomach anymore by pushing in those areas..:biggrin2:
lime jello rocks and children's liquid Tylenol sucks azz baddly I'm adjusting to my new life prior to the actuality of it:thumbup:
anyway 3 more days
and tomorrow I have to start washing with "the soap" some kind of antibacterial soap
and the day of the surgery once more before I go in..
rubba dub dub
with antibacterial soup
I will scrub :huh2:
wooohooooo
right now I'm sleepy but not tired
I lay there with my eyes open listening to my relaxation tapes droning on and on...it has the same outcome as would a mosh pit wide awake and brain keep a rollin' and body blitzing out..heh
I am manic depressive maybe that has a lot to do with it but I haven't had a manic phase in a LONG time.. if so "you picked a fine time to visit me peppy"..:tt1: blah
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