5-21-08
I'm having a ok week, not great,but better than the last couple of weeks. I hope I can keep this going, I really want to lose 30 lbs before we go to Hawaii this fall. I don't think this is an unreasonable goal. I just have to be on my toes and stick with it. I really have to excersise more. I wish I could be one of those people who only eat 600 cal a day. I just don't know how they do it. I have a hard time staying a 1200 cal a day. I feel good if I stay around 1500 cal a day. Oh well I know I can't give up on this, that I have to make it work some how. I have to learn how to resist all the tempatation that out there. I have learned that I can't have Pringles in the house or cookies or most sweets.
I need to learn to let some things go and keep other things. I tend to worry to much about all things and I really do want to control all things. So you would think I could control my eating, but I don't. Its the one thing that I can count on to be good. Most of the time its is good, but there is other times I feel like its not a good as I thought it would be. Just wish I would learn to think of food as not as good as I think it is.
I must repeat this thought to myself at all times.
I can do this.
Its not that Hard.
Food is not that good. I want to feel better.
I want to have a life outside of this house.
I will not be embrassed at the sight of my own body.
I will not feel as if my husband is embrassed at my size.
I will not feel as if my family is embrassed at my size.
I will do this.
I'm smart enough to figure this out.
I can do this. I can do this,
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