I feel a general sense of not being well today.

I miss Steve, I miss the way things used to be. I miss the way he made me laugh, and how we wasted our time together. He said the kindest sweetest things, and then would be thrown off because I didnt expect him to say them. It was cute.

I need a smoke, but alas, no lighter, not alot of people that I work with smoke, I guess. Its my fault, really, I shouldnt have left the thing at home.

I feel like I have been robbed of an opprotunity.

I feel like it was taken away from my roommate. I feel like I will never be able to lose any weight with her around, I feel like I will never be able to breathe when shes around.

I feel like I got in way over my head with my roommate and now, after 2 years, my debt is paid. I can leave. We started this out as a 6 month thing, and now its been 2 years of me wasting my time. I feel like shes done nothing but taken from me

This of course, I know isnt true. Its not that all of her is bad, or that everything she does is evil, but she had a direct correlation to Steve and I deciding not to continue. I want to punch her in her fat mouth.

Its a totally perverted relationship, and I havent been able to speak this out loud before, because if I had, I would have had to immediately end the situation. I think shes in love with me. I know this sounds crazy. I really honestly thinks she wishes I were a man, she wishes she could marry me. This sounds arrogant, I realize, but, her actions, shes so terribly jealous, and mean spirited when it comes to men in my life.

Its so strange.

Compounded by the fact that she jokingly asked me to put her kids on my insurance at work, and call her and I life partners.

WTF

Rules for 2008

Make realistic goals for yourself, write them down, pray about them and try to achieve them!

Go through your cell phone, caller id, calendar, and email addresses and discard all the people and events that mean you no good or don't benefit your life!

Stop making excuses about your life and make changes!

If you are involved w/a person, job, or circumstance that is doing more harm than good, do yourself a favor - LET IT GO!

Stop being someone’s mistress; especially if you are aware that you are!!!!

If you a re between the ages of 22-35 please start listening to more than Hip-Hop!

Take care of your kids and devote a weekend or two when you spend "quality" time with them. Who cares if you miss out on a "mix"! You can party anytime!

Get your debt in order! Eventually you'll want a nice home and car in your name!

Stop spreading senseless rumors and try to get your own life in order!

Listen more! Talk Less!

Give without worrying about it!

Tell him no for once!

Tell people you love them before you hear about some great tragedy in the world or lose a close friend!

Speak clearly and not ignorantly! Anyone can be a fool.

If you are married, stop cheating. If you're guilty of this, ask God to forgive you and don't do it again! Remember the Ten Commandments.

Stop waiting on Tax Season and Save Now!

Eat what you need and not just because you can!

See how long you can go without checking your cell phone wh en it's not ringing.

Be more positive and stop being a grouch! I didn't do it to you boo!

STOP HATIN! If you don't like my style, kick rocks! DO YOU!

Start telling your children that when you're having a "grown folks" conversation, they need to go play. Remember they are like sponges.

Appreciate everyone. WHY do we put each other down for the most ridiculous things?!?

If you are a person of color and you live w/or work in a white environment don't be the one showing the latest dances, singing the new Jay-Z or teaching Ebonics. Be better not bitter!

Men and women! Cry more! It's therapeutic.

Stop tripping about not being where you want to be! What have you been doing to get there?!?

If you aren't in relationship, it's not the end of the world! Self love is more valuable!

Keep your opinion to yourself! We all know what others should do, but what about you?

If God delivers you from a messy relationship, friend or situation, why do you keep PULLING THEM BACK? Let it go!

FORGIVE! FORGIVE! FORGIVE! All of us have been forgiven for some low life things! So open your heart! Remember - God forgave you.

Men, stop trying to be so hard when it comes to relationships. Let that guard down before you lose the one that's meant for you!

Speak up for yourself!

Learn a new hobby! Broaden your mind.

If you're single, start going on more dates with different types of people. Don't just stick to the same type of woman or man!

Stop forwarding all the text messages you receive; everyone doesn't have unlimited text messaging!!

Stop replying to ALL!

Live like today is your last day, love like God taught us, and laugh like you've never laughed before! You'll live longer.

Lastly, if it's only 5 minutes a day have a little talk with Jesus! Let Him know you want to be better today than you were yesterday and watch Him turn things around for you!

Top 10 Predictions for 2008

The Bible will still have the answers.

Prayer will still work.

The Holy Spirit will still move.

God will still inhabit the praises of His people.

There will still be God-anointed preaching.

There will still be singing of praise.

God will still pour out blessings upon His people.

There will still be room at the Cross.

Jesus will still love you.

Jesus will still save the lost.

God whispers in your soul and speaks to your mind. Sometimes when you don't have time to listen, He has to throw a brick at you. It's your choice: Listen to the whisper, or wait for the brick.

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