I am FINALLY starting to feel better. Yesterday, I had energy for the first time in a loooong time. My sleep is still a bit disturbed and I am restless but I am not falling in to bed at 6pm and staying there til 6am.

In a few weeks, I am hosting a tastefully simple party. I posted little signs and invitations at work hoping that I might get a turn out. Today, I got the razzing. Some of the MA's wanted to know WHY I was having a FOOD party..lol. I kinda laughed but its true... if ya cant swim, dont go in the ocean... if ya cant eat, dont host a food tasting party. I'm also seriously antisocial and I am having a party where I have to have people over. Whatever. It should be fun. My party is Feb 9th and my first fill Feb 11th. I should be able to nibble a little bit.

People keep telling me that they can notice a difference in my appearance. I dont see it but I think I would need to look in a mirror in order to see it. I am staying off the scale because I just dont want to know. I took before pictures on November 15th since I was originally scheduled for Nov 16th. I did not take new pictures in January. The old ones are hard enough to look at. maybe on Feb 4th, I will take more pics and compare them to the ones I have. I dunno. My clothes are fitting better but I still have a long way to go on this JOURNEY