When I first got this band, I was so positive and so just hopeful. Now, I'm like, great, another diet, I just have the band now. Now, all I do is worry about slips, erosions, etc. Not so much erosions, I worry about slips.

I'm so happy for the people this lap-band works for. I want it to work for everyone. I don't want anyone to have problems with it. It's just with me an adequate fill = reflux, as in carry a double bagged grocery bag with me reflux. Sigh. I'm not eating too much, when I have a fill, I just can't eat but fattening foods. Jeesh, to think I got this to eat more healthy.

Well, enough blogging for now. I hope some of you can relate. I sometimes feel so alone in this. Everyone is like it will work if you work it. Well, I have complications called reflux with a a fill.. How the hell am I supposed to work it when every time I get a fill I am sliming up a protein shake? AGRR. I'm really trying with this. I really am.

Hi, I just found this site. Its kinda hard to get around to where I replyed to people. I havent fig it out yet. I am going to see a Dr. about the band. I have seen him 2 times (1 a month) My Insurance wants 4 months weight management. I am having trouble getting into it. I feel like I want to quite. I have been trying the 6 small meals and chewing.

I kinda feel like I just didnt really try hard enough without the band and I should do that. I worry about band problems and I wont have insurance after my divorse is over. Depressed here. Saw Dr. and he said I should take some medsss and get myself to feeling better and then maybe i would be ready to do it. You can send me a private message or e-mail me at lolipopkd2@aol.com.

Bye for now