I did pretty good today as far as getting my liquids in, only 16 ozs shy of 68, hurray!! I need only 1 more protein to get in and that will be it for me today. I thought I'd write in this journal everyday until my 6 week liquid/mushy stage is up, then report weekly (unless something outstanding worth telling happens). I didn't have the deterrents that I had on Saturday and yesterday as far as wanting to eat what others were eating.

I really just need to vent basically just to do something as I am pretty bored :bored and a little down today :cry. I have just been sitting around the house all day doing nothing and I'm a bit po'd at my DH. You would think he would be so proud of what I am doing and at least take me out somewhere. Instead he's doing yard work on this holiday (don't get me wrong, I'm not complaining about that, just the timing of it). How many times did I ask him to do the yard work last week or this past Saturday so we could go somewhere today?

I don't feel I am getting his support like I should and I'm thinking he is trying to deal with whether or not I will be successful or if I am successful how it will change me. He's so used to be being pleasantly plump, it has been a sense of security (as I am gorgeous :eek:----now that just made me smile)! As I mentioned yesterday, he is always subconsciously sabotaging any diet I go on. Well, he will just have to deal with it. This is the best decision i've made and I will be successful (if I can just get through this 6 week post op stage and get some food .

Well enough for today. I'm moving on to finish my liquids and off to prepare for work!!

God bless!!

Rumar