Saw my surgeon today. He was not happy with me. I had not lost weight but had gained six pounds since I last saw him in Feburary. "What happened to the nutritionist?" he asked. I sat there silent with nothing to say. Then with embarrassment my face blushed. "We need to prepare for surgery starting now." he said. I do plan on preparing two weeks ahead. But I guess the earlier the better. I've been eating very, very bad things. Almost like saying good bye, farewell to my little best friends. No more. Preparation starts now. So if I really want this surgery I need to go full swing starting now. It's past 7pm and I have stopped eating. Tomorrow I will capture a new day and work with it. I've walked about 15 mins. today. Hopefully everyday will be some. No changes on my behalf then no surgery for me. That's how I told my surgeon. If I can't get 15 pounds off before surgery (hopefully in one month two weeks) then why go into this with a false promise.

By surprise I find out that the office had submitted paperwork to my insurance. what? I haven't even finished my six months with my doctor. Remember six months requirement. oh. no. now it's just under review. The head nurse said she would submit the rest of the paper work after my last doctors visit. I hope they didn't ruin my chances of getting approved. Potential date: July 13, on a friday.:straight