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This is the email I sent all my friends and family the day I decided that ENOUGH IS ENOUGH

I need support from my family around me.

Dated 4/8/07

This is what it said:

All of you know I am overweight...um DUH

ALL OR MOST OF YOU KNOW I HAD WEIGHT LOSS SURGERY ALMOST 2 YRS AGO...AND I HAVE CHEATED MYSELF.....................................THIS IS EMBARRASSING......BUT I HAVE TOTALLY F'D UP(FOR LACK OF BETTER TERMS)

FROM THIS POINT FORWARD I AM ASKING ALL OF YOU TO TAKE A STAND FOR MY ACTIONS....MEANING...

DO NOT LET ME PUT ONE MORE ONCE OF FAST FOOD IN MY MOUTH

IF YOU SEE ME EATING ANYTHING I SHOULDNT BE....MAKE IT LOUD AND OBVIOUS TO EVERYONE AROUND ME THAT MY BIG ASS SHOULD NOT BE EATING THAT...

ASK ME IF I WORKED OUT TODAY.....(I HATE THIS QUESTION MORE THAN ANYTHING.....IT WOULD MAKE ME FEEL GOOD TO BE ABLE TO TELL SOMEONE YES)

IF I GET AN ATTITUDE WITH YOU....TELL ME TO LOOK IN THE MIRROR.......

IM NOT KIDDING....I KNOW I HAVE GOTTON AWAY WITH CHOMPIN ON SOME MAJOR STEAK DINNERS IN FRONT OF ALL MY FRIENDS AND THEY HAVE KEPT QUIET....

DONT KEEP QUIET ANYMORE...PLEASE DONT

I KNOW IT IS MY FAULT FOR WHERE I AM TODAY.....FOR ME TO FIX THIS I NEED SOME ENCOURAGEMENT...

KYLE IS STANDING BEHIND ME 100% AND WILL ENFORCE THE HOUSE FOOD RULES...

EVERYONE ELSE NEEDS TO BE ON MY ASS LIKE NEVER BEFORE....

THIS IS NOT A JOKE....MY RECENT EMOTIONAL EXAM OF MYSELF OVER THE PAST COUPLE WEEKS HAS MADE ME THINK AND I WANT SOOOOOOO MUCH MORE OUT OF LIFE.

SERIOUSLY.....IF I SLIP AND TALK MYSELF INTO EATING SOMETHING THAT YOU KNOW IS A NONO... TAKE THAT SHIT OUT OF MY HANDS AND TOSS IT IN THE TRASH...I GIVE U PERMISSION...

DO NOT ASK ME OUT TO DINNER...

ASK ME TO WORK OUT

I LOVE ALL OF YOU AND IF YOU LOVE ME BACK YOU WILL HELP ME

THIS IS EXTREMELY EMBARRASSING AND I AM REALLY STEPPING OUT ON A LINE TO ASK THIS OF EVERYONE I KNOW....EVEN IF I DONT SEE YOU OFTEN..

THANKS

KRYSTAL

Just so you know there is someone out here reading this and praying for your sucess! I will watch your journal and for all of your posts. If you need an ear, Im a stay at home mom, just msg me on one of the many messengers or send me a private message I get those often as well. Take care of you and dont give up on your dream!