Well, I had to move my date up two days b/c the doc is not working on good Friday. I am kind of excited to be going early but just as anxious. I really need to settle down with my eating its completely out of control. I had a 12 inch sub for lunch and 3 bags of M&Ms, that is just way overboard. The worst part is I am full when I am eating, I am totally just eating out of nerves its nuts. It's so scary to see my ticker say 16 days until surgery. I am continuing to struggle with the pre-op diet and have actually gained like 6 pounds since my consultation.

Well, my best friend is visiting this week and then my dad is here the week after so I will have lots of distractions between now and the big day. I suppose that is a very good thing. I am really working hard to focus on my life after the big day. I think it will be a lot easier to get working once the surgery is over and the fear is gone. I will just be so relieved when I wake up and its all over, and I am alive! Then the second I see baby girl I will remember what it is all for. Then the work begins & I will be unstoppable until I reach my goal. 167 or bust!! :clap2: