AwAwAw aass Aw AwskskslddsdfafAwssddddd dddddssdsssdfjldfkjaaw man...what a day! First I have to get stern with my employees, already not feeling so great, I'm sure that it all came out of my mouth in the wrong tone! Spilled water ALL over my desk, good thing it wasn't the decaf I was drinking! The little bit of coffee I think I was having didn't need to end up all over my desk!!! UGH...THEN I tried to eat a half of a veggie "burger" for lunch, well that was a huge mistake, I still feel like it is stuck in my chest, and I chewed that sucker until I couldn't chew anymore! What used to happen when icky days would happen, I would march right out of the office and grab the biggest hunk of chocolate I could find and YES...it would make me feel better! What did I do today? Had a tiny little pea sized nugget of chocolate, and YES it helped!!! LOL...I have to say, one bad day in less that a month of surgery, or at least one bad day that I'm willing to admit to myself, is better than a month full of them! I'll take the one, because I know great days are ahead of me! I am so lucky to have been given the opportunity to go through this, to once again teach myself, that I am stronger than I ever thought, that I am a fighter, and that when the day is over...my diabetes is finally getting under control and I have to be super thankful for that! I've been reading successes and struggles on here, and I just wish I could reach out to everyone struggling and tell them it will get better, and for those successes, HIGH FIVES to you all, so proud that you made this wonderful choice to change your lives for the better! All in all if you look at it with the successes and struggles we all chose to take this journey to a better US!!! Another quote that I have hanging in my office (these things keep the spirit lifted, I'm tellin' ya!!!) is this: "Go CONFIDENTLY in the direction of your dreams. Live the life you have imagined." - Henry David Thoreau