Jump to content
×
Are you looking for the BariatricPal Store? Go now!
Sign in to follow this  
  • entry
    1
  • comments
    8
  • views
    1,288

Eight days until my VSG surgery!YIKES!

Kelsan

513 views

I don't expect anyone to read this blog. I'm mainly writing it to myself to read at a future date. My digital time capsale.

 

I really want to remember the old me (pre-surgery).

 

Being weight conscious started when I was in sixth grade. I went to the doctor to get a sports physical and the doctor told me I was a chubby little girl and needed to lose ten pounds. I didn't really know how to process that, so I just stopped eating (it made sense at the time). I lost the ten pounds but didn't know how to handle food after that. So I was on a constant diet for the next fifteen years. So when I got pregnant, I thought, finally I can eat anything I want and not feel guilty about it!!!! Oh, happy days. I was going to nurse so the extra weight was just going to fall off. Boy was I wrong - so naieve- so blissfully naieve. As if pregnancy weight is some how different from the regular stuff.

 

I was 245 when I delivered my bouncing baby boy. I got down to 192 in about six months but couldn't move the scale after that. Repeat the same story two more times. Except after pregnancy number three I can not move the scale more than five pounds. I still weigh 245 two years later. I am in such a rut and I can not climb out on my own. I've really tried everything I can think of. In the spring of 2012 I begain considering weight loss surgery and settled on the sleeve after a lot of reasearch.

 

Monday 05/0613 @12:00p.m. is my surgery. I'm a little scared of the procedure and complications from the procedure, but's it's a risk I'm willing to take because I can not continue on my current path any longer.

 

My husband is supportive, but nervous for me. He's nervous about something going wrong and altering my body for the rest of my life. Which I appreciate and love him for, but I'm ready for this. I'll just have to keep praying - What shall be, will be.

 

So future self: I can't wait to check in with you in six months and to see how well you've done. I am so ready for a different type of life.



8 Comments


Recommended Comments

Excuse me, did I write this, oh wait no, you wrote this, weird...... we even have the same surgery date. Only you are at a much better starting weight than I.... so happy for you.

Share this comment


Link to comment

Congratulations on making the decision to take the bull by the horns. I can relate to all of your emotions. I was "all over the place" leading up to my surgery last week. I kept reminding myself of the actual statistics and the probable outcome. It helped me create a realistic view, not one based on fear. You'll do great, too.

My message to my future self is: I promise to take care of you and never forget where you came from. I won't let you suffer under that weight, again.

Good luck on your journey.

Share this comment


Link to comment

Wow, thanks ladies! I've never blogged before and didn't expect anyone to read it! Moonchild I really like your future self message, I just may adopt it too if you don't mind. Rickyswife: That's awesome, we're sleeve sisters! I'd love to hear how things go! Good luck to you both (and everyone else trying to figure this thing out), and I wish you so much success!!!

Share this comment


Link to comment

I don't think you'll ever be able to forget your pre-sleeved self... but it definitely doesn't hurt to record how you're feeling for posterity! ;) I'm getting sleeved on May 2nd, so it will be cool to see how you progress. I wish you great success and a speedy recovery! Your future self is just gonna wonder why you waited so long to do this! (My future self will be saying the same thing, I'm sure of it!)

Share this comment


Link to comment

Here is some advice for the days you are in the hospital and for when you get home. First, find some slip on sneakers. I have a pair of Sketchers. You are going to want something besides socks or house shoes to walk around the hospital.

The night before, while you are doing your clean out:

Wash your hair - you won't do it in the hospital and the first couple of days home you won't feel like it

Shave your legs and anything else that you shave

For the hospital:

You won't get to wear clothes until you are leaving

Bring something with a loose waist

Bring your toothpaste and brush - trust me you will need it

Bring chapstick - big must have

After surgery;

The staff will put you on the scale. DON"T LOOK!

The doctor will be pumping you with fluids. I must have weighed 10lbs more the days asfter surgery.

When you get your presciption, if you get liquid pain meds, get them flavored. As the pharmacist what flavor is best. Just me on this.

If yo can make the first two weeks, it is down hill from there.

Share this comment


Link to comment

Thanks makemyownluck! I wish the same for you too! It's going to be fun to see how all of the May Sleevers due - it's scary but very exciting!

Thanks for the advice Welch, I will definatly take you up on it.

Share this comment


Link to comment

Create an account or sign in to comment

You need to be a member in order to leave a comment

Create an account

Sign up for a new account in our community. It's easy!

Register a new account

Sign in

Already have an account? Sign in here.

Sign In Now

PatchAid Vitamin Patches

×