Well two days to go and i am starting to have all of these feelings. Excited, scared, unknowing.... a lot to soak in. I was doing my usual weds night laundry and while i was standing there folding towels i was thinking how nice it is going to be to.......

Not cough and pee my pants (this is a definate plus)...

To be able to hit a home run instead of a double or triple...

To dance naked for my husband (of course with really low lighting)...

To go to Nascar with my husband and friends and not have them have to wait for me to catch up on my bike....

To go camping with my family and friends and not be afraid to get out of the water because i look like shit.....

To have my son tell me that I am beautiful and really believe it. How sweet they are at 4 years old...

To finally be able to shop for clothes in a normal size (right now 18's)..

To finally be able to get a full nights sleep.....

To finally be able to have the water in the bathtub actually go over my stomach.... holy shit that will be awesome!!!!

I am thankful that I am doing this. My husband was supposed to take me to my procedure but our oldest son (my step son) made state in wrestling in ohio. I absolutly made him buy a ticket to be there! These are things that you can never replace. My dear friend and customer is taking me. She had a GB about 2 years ago so she knows exactly what I am feeling.... what a great friend!

Okay so I only got about 3 hours of sleep lastnight so my ass is dragging right now... i am going to sleep! :notagree