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Hollyrock100

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I finally went to a support group meeting last night. I had this crazy dream that I was just released from the hospital and I felt great. So great I didn't realize that I had the surgery and I ate something.... I wasn't suppose to and got a huge leak, that was when woke up. Oh no! What do I do now?

So, talking about it with the support group really helped. The people were so warm and friendly. Unfortunately, when I told Banner that I was going to Scottsdale Healthcare support group meetings they were not happy. I promised that I would attend a Banner support group at least once a month. How I am going to be able to do this, I don't know.

It's crunch time. Dec 7 I have an EGD, Dec 12 will be doing my Pre- op labs/EKG etc... Dec 19 will be the education class and I will just need the surgical consent from the primary MD and I can schedule my surgery. Wow.

I think I need to see someone to talk about why I am so scared about changing my life, because my life will forever be changed. Is it a fear of the unknown? A fear that I won't be invisable? Fear of change itself? Or, what if I am beautiful? What will happen then? Yep, I need to talk to someone.

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It ia normal to be nervous. The few weeks leading up to everything I was scared to death. The day before and day of I almost backed out I was overcome by emotion. I cried about everything when I saw people eatting, when I woke up when I ate I felt like I was saying goodbye to old friends ~ My sister prayed for me and that honestly got me through. I am three weeks post op and still emotional it is a life change and that is hard for anyone! Goodluck!

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i definetely believe in the power of prayer...I am not scared at all as I know i'm in good hands and Jesus is with me. this is the only way I am getting through this. I start liquids this coming friday and surgery is wed. the 23rd....we CAN do this..Good Luck

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