Well I did pass my eval! Yay me. On the 23 of October I will go to my group consult and I hope that I learn a lot more about my path toward VSG. I wish I didn't have to go to Detroit but at least the hospital was easy to get to and seemed nice once I did get there. Should be fine.

Today I talked a lot to my social worker about the surgery. She seems excited for me. We talked about how I was a bit worried about how this huge change will affect my relationships. I worry about my relationship with my husband. He and I worked well for so long because he made no demands of me. He didn't seem to care if I was heavy. He didn't judge or try to police my food. I appreciate all of that. Unfortunately I will not always be able to accept this kind of relationship. I want some depth. I want to be able to talk about things and have real interactions. I just don't see it happening. We are roomies that happen to have fair sex now and then. And, we have two wonderful kids.

But, that worry is for another day. Now I work on me. Getting surgery is first on the list and I hope that everything else will fall into place. I can't wait to go dancing! Win some more karaoke contests! And, most of all get my ass on a horse!