It was a hard decision for me to decide to go a head with the lap band.

I second guesses my self a million times. All the what if's. I have been on this site off and on for about two years, but it was in August I thought that I really needed to do something to make me healither. A better me

That day a had my phone consult I booked the surgery in two weeks and was very content with my decision. It was the night before that I thought oh my god it is tomorrow. I will board the plane , go right the clinic and be banded. My friend who came with me later told me she wondered it I would get there and then change my mind. I was A little nervious once a walked into the clinic, but everyone was wonderful. The clinic is beautiful.

I was able to meet the doctors befor the surgery and discuss what was going to happen. They answered all my guestions and concerns. I did not feel rushed in any way, it felt like they were waiting for me in a very relaxed manner (I must admit that this site has provided me with most of the information I needed, as well as a great amount of support. )

I thought it was nice that the hospital gown was a large size. This was very respectful for all there clients.

I had a big laugh as I walked into the Or and saw these large pads on the table. The good looking doctor who was in training with the ansatetic doctor laughted and said pee paper, I know , I said, I have them for my dog. They all laughted. I got up on the table , they hooked up the Iv, The good looking Res doctor said if you are scared I will hold your hand. I was not going to pass that up. As the mask came over my face , I said lets get my new life started,;on the road to one ass, and of to sleep I went. :clap2: