What I Was And What I Am Now. Decisions!
Band removal is in 6 days and now I am nervous. I have literally been eating a lot lately and I think it's from complete stress of getting this band off and NOT knowing for sure if the sleeve will work, not to mention if insurance will cover it.
I really want to be HEALTHY, go running, go to the waterparks and be able to walk up the stairs without taking 5 breaks!
This is not normal for me, I am normally pretty strong but I feel like I am breaking down and losing faith in myself.
I dont want to be a negative nelly, really I don't but saying that I am scared of my failure and lack of control is just an honest step for me. I, ugh, I don't know.
Here are some photos- What I was and what I am.
I want to be that girl again!
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