Stall,again!
ok so I have hit the mother of all stalls.And all the doubt and all the anxiety has returned.
Am I eating to much?Am I eating to little?What should I eat?What am I doing wrong.I must be doing something wrong.
I know,with the rational part of my brain,that I have TOM and the 2 pounds that I am up is normal for this time of the month.My housekeeper reminds me every morning when I storm down the stairs in a bad fat mood that this is the way its been since surgery and that I look thinner to her.She is so sweet.And such a LIAR..lol!
It has been quite a while since the scale has moved and I dont know how to survive these stalls.My mood still depends way to much on the number on the ruddy scale.I must say I dont weigh near as much as before just because I just dont have any expectations anymore,which is not a good thing!
I am just so scared every time I hit a stall that it will nwvwr end and this is as good as its going to get for me.
But nothing I do changes this so I guess I will just have to sit it out.(this is punishment for always thinking that peolple who said they stalled were cheating with their food..lol)
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