SOMEONE PINCH ME CUZ I MUST BE DREAMIN!!!!!

I just don't know how i lived as a fat kid for so long... I have energy like you wouldn't believe!!!!! I am at the gym every other day and the days that im not at the gym im running outside! My only day off is Sunday and i dont mind it one bit! I honestly thought that me being in ONEderland was a fluke, but nope its hear to stay.. as of this morning I am officially 195.6.... HECK TO THE FREAKING YEAH!!!!!!!

Ok so that was my happy dance..lol.

These past few weeks I have been on one hell of a ride. gaining, losing, pretend stalling, lol.. but i know no matter what is goin on that week that the weight will countinue to fall off because im workin hard to make that happen! Im not perfect. I eat things i probably shouldn't, i drink alcohol, and in all reality, i need to stop that. But the best part of all this is i know i screw up sometimes, but that i do my best to get back on track. Before I had the mind set oh i screwed up well i guess i will wallow in my guilt and keep messing up.. now i just go well hell it happens now let me fix it!

I know i normally start with stats but i just wanted to get my piece in. so here are the stats

5'7"

HW: 265

CW: 195.6

GW: 150

and of course this blog wouldn't be complete without pics..lol

the first pic..i wore that dress back in 2008 when my best friend got married.. it fits again!

the second pic-- i know you have seen the dress before but that was me on valentines day!