Since this is really the most daring and scary and thrilling adventure I have ever been on, it deserves a theme song. "Free Bird" is just too melancholy. "Amazing Grace" ? "How Great Thou Art" ? hmm.. maybe this needs a new song.

Yes, I have always been my own worse enemy, critic, what have you. Well, that has all been figuratively and literally changed with my VSG. This is going to be grand!

I want to use this blog as a recorder of my physical state but I think I will also have to use it for my spiritual, psychological, and emotional state.

• not hungry (this is good. this is bad - it means I will have to think about what I eat. ok... this is good)
  
• my daughter had to come rescue me today and took J & R for the weekend (2 grandchildren we are raising); thank you sweet daughter; J is severely developmentally delayed and my spirit broke - it just gets to be too much
  
• the laundry needs to get done but no one is doing it. hello ? didn't you hear me crying and swearing about it this morning? *sigh* guess I'll do the laundry
  
• it's so quiet in the house
  
• am I losing it? hahaha... I punned myself