Ever have one of those moments? You know, where you have a flashback from a happier time in your past? Yeah? Me too! In fact, I've been having them daily since my surgery. My perspectives have gotten much better. while I'm just starting out on this lifelong journey, I can already imagine the possibilities. I don't wish I did this sooner or anything. I did this right when I was supposed to. Hell, any sooner I would have a lap band or RnY. Neither an option for me.

I envision a nice home, happy family, great career and being a great example for my children (when I do have them). Funny thing is: I've always had that vision. For as long as I can remember I've had that vision. It just seems a lot clearer now. The dream hasn't changed, but the route I thought I'd take has. I must say, everyone was right. With each passing day it does get progressively better!!

I know it's only been a few days but I feel great! I'm sure every single day isn't going to be perfect (and I still have other life obstacles) but to get one MAJOR aspect of my life under control is very satisfying.

Source: I feel like time went backwards