I have a bit to write on the subject but I don't feel like it right now. I am finally hope after 2 days in the hospital. Still am not back to normal. Once I am I'll write more about my experience. I had a bad reaction to the pain meds. Now I'm just sipping, walking, breathing, napping. My apartment smells like paint and that makes me sad. It's the apartment ppls fault. I'm at my in laws now. They rescued me. I'll go home tonight. They have dogs that don't understand the full extent of f**k off in my condition.

Now I'm going to be all over the place. Have fun. I got my eye brows threaded on sunday. Now they're all broken out. That and since I haven't washed my face since monday morning are probably culprits. I should shower tomorrow but the thought makes me nervous. My pain meds are hard to take. But they help. I sleep with a couple pillows under my head, one at my back, and one in between my legs. The gas pain is bothering me right now. It doesn't seem to want to budge. Sitting, standing, walking, nothing. It may sound weird, but weight loss is the least of my concerns right now. I want to be able to fart and to be pain free and "normal." When I drink I have no sensation of full or empty. So I try to sip every so often. I just took a small dose of my pain meds. It's easier that way. If I take a full dose it really hurts. If I split it up it seems to go down better. It's not making me feel so loopy anymore. I want to stay up until we go home so I can sleep longer than a couple hours. I've done that twice so far today. I'd like to sleep for a bit. & now I don't get anymore pain meds till 11, so I'd like to make it till then before sleep. I'll probably have the bed to myself for a while. If my boobies are down to the floor I will not ever do this again! EVAR! Ow ow ow. Idk if I would have done it in the first place if I knew it would be this bad. I don't regret doing it yet. I won't be surprised if I do somewhere along the way. I have jello, ice chips, and a sobe life water that I'm working on, that I have been since this afternoon. My teeth are pretty groady. I started my period a week early in the hospital. I'm glad my upper ear pricing didn't close up. I don't have to worry about my nose. I'll put that in later. My temp is one thing I haven't done since I've gotten home. Temp was 99. Gotta drink ice water and use my air thing. I think I'll post this now or it'll go on forever like this random babble.