So my day for Surgery is 7-27-2011. I'm SUPER excited but the closer it gets the more nervous I get. I'm not worried about actually "going under" and dealing with pain since i've had multiple surgeries in the past...kinda know what to expect, But my worry is that im not going to be able to keep myself on my strict diet. That when im out with friends/family I'm going to want to snack and eat things that i used to when i know im not suppose to yet. 4 weeks on the liquid diet seems SOOOO long and i want to do this right without having any consequences. Its all mental i think. A co worker and I are doing this together so while im at work for 10 hours a day, mon-fri its going to be nice to have someone who's going through it with me and have someone keep me in check. I know that it will be worth it when its over and its only a short period of time. I have a great B/F (best friend thats a guy that im seeing) haha who is supper supportive and I'm sure he'll be helping alot with this also. My dad doesnt really know about it. I mentioned it to him last year and he kind of flipped out on me, but i did tell my brother about it and he understands...hes actually the one taking me to the hospital

Well just a bit of venting..

Just a few more weeks!

-S