Funny you should post this. I actually have gained back 3 pounds and am not bummed at all, I'm back at 144. I was trying to gain (for once in my life). I'm also a size 6 and really would like to maintain between 140-148 lbs. to keep in this size.

My blood pressure issues have been much better this week too. I'm back to working out 6 days a week and with that comes drinking a lot more water.

I'm so glad your bp issues are panning out as well. I was really shocked today when I was my PCP and their scale weighs me 2 pounds heavier than my home and surgeon's scale. So, it actually looked like a 4 pound gain. John was all excited. I think he misses the plump wife he had. He loves me regardless, but he is not digging my bones sticking out. But, it just feels good not fretting over a couple of pounds. Before, I would have been devastated, and pissed off. Now, I'm just like okay, I can low carb it for like 4 days and lose 5 pounds again. BUT, I didn't have this surgery to diet, and fret over 2 pounds. I realize it's a slippery slope, I could easily slip back into some bad habits, but I actually feel like I'm more aware of everything I put in my mouth, and how my body feels with certain foods.

French fries are now off my list. I love the way they taste, but I literally feel icky afterwards. It's gotta be the oil/grease factor.

I realized just recently this will be a lifelong journey. Just because I got below/to goal, doesn't mean I can just toss all my hard work out the window. I'll still have to mindful, but not obsessed.

For the first time, I'm enjoying life with food in a healthy manner.

It is so easy to get obsessed with the numbers isn't it? You are so awesome. Its a great thing isn't it, to really feel good about how you are, who you are...I think I will always be watchful of those numbers, but they won't rule my life like they have in the past. I rule my life now, great post and as always, great inspiration!!