So sorry for your loss... it sounds like a overwhelming time for you... recovering from surgery is difficult enough without the added stress.. You know why you had the surgery and how important it will be to your boys to have you around.. Everything will be fine with time.. losing your loved one's is one of the hardest things one can go through.. we have lost two children and a son in law in about 5 years time so I speak from experience... Take care of yourself first , the rest will follow. You are in my prayers...

It's never easy to lose someone you love. You are very strong to be going through all this surgical stuff and taking care of your family. I know it is hard to think about taking care of yourself when you are in the middle of so many things and emotions.

I have been there and for me after it's all said and done and my adrenalin finally wears off I usually crash and end up sick in one way or another.

So if you can find a moment, give yourself some love and understanding. Try to accept the help of others if it's offered, and get some rest as you are able.

My thoughts and deepest sympathy are with you.