Well, today was a much better day. I went to the seminar Dr Provost's office has once a month. I was a little disappointed in it because they couldn't get the computer to work, but I did learn a little bit of new information. I met some people I have been talking to on the obesityhelp.com website then went to dinner with them. I had a good time. I really appreciated Dezz going with me and paying for the dinner. I just wanted her to know exactly what I was going to have done. I think she will be totally supportive once I have the surgery.

Donny called again tonight, which kinda surprised me. He even called yesterday and said he was surprised I would talk to him. Actually, I was so out of it when he called yesterday, I didn't see his name on the phone or I probably wouldn't have answered. Anyway, he is stressing me out, but I have to learn to deal with the stress better, so I think it may be good for me. I'm going to try to get into some kind of therapy like Dr Hutson told me to, or I will end up back in the same position I'm in now with my weight. Not sure who, but I have to find someone.

Overall, it was a much better day than day before yesterday. Yesterday I was so totally out of it, I really didn't have anything significant happen.