4 Das And Counting
4 more days and counting before my lap band is placed. I am scared to death. What if this fails? What if there are complications? Am I strong enough to do this? Will this work? I have had some many let downs in the past with weight loss. I am excited but nervous. I love food. Let's face it. I did not get to be 350 plus pounds overnight. Why do I over eat? What is it? How can I be certain I am doing the right thing? Are these questions that I should already know the answers to before surgery. Seems like everyone is already past this point and geared up for surgery without any doubt. I am struggling. Both mentally, physically and emotionally. Is it a good time for surgery? Why ? or why not? I can do this. I am strong I want to feel better. I want to eat better. I am tired of food controlling my life. I am tired of being over weight. Bending over is nearly impossible without straining and gasping for air. I can't touch my toes. I can't cross my legs. I can't walk without getting short of breath. What is it going to take for me to change my behaviours? Will the lpap band be enough? I hate this liquid diet. This sucks. Completely.
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