Well i Know that i haven't written anything in a long while but well its been a crazy month!! I started a new job that i love so much! And it takes up half of my day then my family takes up my other half. Any ways I got a fill on April 30th where they put 1.4cc's in and i go on liquids for two days after, the first thing that i tried to eat after my two days was chicken nuggets that usually i have to cut into small pieces and they go down good and i usually eat about four. However this time it wouldn't go down at all no matter how small the pieces where. So i gave up and eat some re fried beans instead. After about a week i realized that something was wrong i couldn't eat any kind of "real" food and i was really tired all the time and i was getting confused and i also realized that liquids where not going down right and then i got scared when i went to lunch with my dad and nothing would go down but everything would come back up just fine. At first i guess i thought that it was all in my head until i stepped on the sale and it said i had lost 10 pounds in less then a week. I was freaking out. I couldn't figure out what i had done wrong. I know that you have to eat and i thought that i was eating a lot but really i wasn't eating anything again. I also know that something in my tummy wasn't right and the only way to fix it was to call and ask. So i did and i told the RN that i couldn't keep any solid foods down and i thought it was all my fault and i thought i would be in trouble but really they just filled it a little to much so i went and they took some out and now i feel like they took to much out but i am still loosing and that is what matters right. any ways at least i go back on the fourth and i know that it wasn't something that i did and it wasn't my fault and that takes a load off my mind. But it took me two weeks to realize that something wasn't right. When i went in the new nurse was like well why did we take some out your doing really good for a month 10lbs is really good i laughed and said its been two weeks she said oh well that's not so good. Any ways that's been my life for right now. Ill write more later but right now i have to go. Have a wonderful day everyone!!!!!!!! :wub: