Uh!

So i got a new fill on Thursday with fluoroscopy

i got 1 cc but ended up regurgitating water so .25 was taken out.

I was supposed to do two days liquid 2 days soft foods

but have barely been able to drink enough liquids to stay hydrated.

I've had a headache for 2 days now.

I'm calling early tomorrow morning, hoping for a same day appointment for an unfill.

I've been re-watching Ruby episodes on Netflix to inspire me to keep at it and not give up,

but in reality its been about 6.5 months since my surgery and i'm 4 pounds down.

Total is 35pounds down since my heaviest, but still, 4 pounds!

I exercise, i eat a low cal - low fat semi-organic diet ,

I've been working on my garden over the last few years to grow some of my own fruits, veggies and herbs

and Still BUMPKINS!

I'm so discouraged!

I really wanted to be a size 16 by my birthday ( 4-14)

But i'm still hovering at a size 20.

I don't know what else i can do.

My Dr. is talking about waiting another 6 months before considering a revision surgery.

I Don't even know if that's something that i want to consider.

I'm so embarrassed

FML.