Alright...so its my first time keeping a blog pretty much ever doing one... So I am on my 5th visit of 6. I get another weigh in on Febuary 14th! I am so anxious and excited that after Tuesday there will be one more! I am so ready to get a second chance at my life! I am ready to do things that I am not able to do without worring about being judged! This wasn't a hard decision for me! I knew I couldn't do it on my own and new I needed help! I didn't want something to do it for me I wanted to achieve my goals by working hard with some guidence the Lap Band! This is going to be a journey in mylife I will never forget and I wanted to start this so one day I could share it with people outisde the Lap Band community. When I am ready!

So as of being 4 months in I have lost 30lbs on my own with the encouragement of my husband and friends! I haven't lost that much weight for as far back as I can remember. I am starting this at a very embarrassing weight I am not ready to disclose but one day I will be able to say I started at this and now I am this! I am so excited for that day. I will post pictures and try to update this weekly! Especially during the liquid diet! I know I am going to need encouragement from anyone and everyone I can get it from! So....this is me ready for my 5th appointment! Talk to you all soon!