No Help From Band
So Its been about a week since my last fill.
The fill itself was an issue since my port likes to hide from my Dr.
I had to be stuck, and then re-stuck a few times before the site was found.
Since then I've had these horrible Pb/Slime attacks,
and i fear i'm becoming bulimic.
No matter what i eat, solids, purees, smoothies, oat meal...
It gets stuck, even after long chew periods.
It hurts like heck, and i end up having to regurgitate it because of the pain.
I feel so weak and tired from the lack of food.
I tried a smoothie this morning with some protein powder,
but i couldn't even finish 3 oz before it felt like it was starting to slime.
Since my surgery i have lost 6 lbs.
I am exercising, no soda, no fast food, no candy/sweets
lots of water, tea and protein drinks
and still nothing!
I am starting to regret this whole thing.
I'm hungry as heck, but it hurts to eat
to the point that i'm scared of food.
I'm not losing any weight,
but i have these ugly scars
I feel like crap.
and i'm tired of drinking my meals.
I miss Food.
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