Hey, I am tired but I can't sleep...doesn't make sense! I was born in the wrong time zone I think. Anyway...work is crushing me, but it's ok. I just hate the stupid bs politics that I (we all) have to deal with day in and day out...I start fantasizing about saying shove it up your arse ya jackasses and just walking out....but then I've had that fantasy forever. Oh well, the other thing buggin me is my daughter. She is so stubborn and such a smartass that she will see me in my grave before she makes a move to reunite with me and the rest of the family...she's just amazing....I hope this is just a phase of extreme narcissim...is there such a thing? I can only gues that its because I am a marshmallow and I feel sorry for everyone and everything...that she has become exactly the opposite...closely related to sociopathy actually....kinda scarry too but not like she would kill anyone...just like she would rip their heart out and run over it...ummm....yes I do sound nutso...this is what kids do to unsuspecting parents sometimes! Ok enough of her...The work shop is the day after tommorow...and tommorow is my 42nd birthday...I find that hard to believe...I think I lost like ten or fifteen years somewhere...oh yeah they are buried in fat...maybe I will see them dripping off me soon...hope so! Ok I am rambling cuz I don't have much to say so nighty night!:faint:

Hey there,

I just wanted to say you should stop beating yourself up over your daughter. Shes 21 (right) and way over the legal age. What she does now shouldn't effect you. If she's living at home and refuses to abide by your rules then kick her out. If she doesn't live with you, then limit your contact with her and tell her why. Eventually she will come around. I know because I'm 25 and my mom and me had it a bit difficult awhile back. I'm sure you did the best that you can, now its up to her to be a big girl. I know it sounds a bit harsh, but thats what you have to do to get kids to understand sometimes.