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1 Month Surgery Anniversary

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Well yesterday was 1 month since my surgery! And my first fill was on Jan 4th--I got 4cc's.

I kind of panicked at first cause when I ate I didnt get that full feeling I thought I was supposed to. But Im measuring my food & sticking to the program. Ill just wait till my next visit in 6 weeks & see what happens.

Ive been doing my workouts (not weights yet)---treadmill & elliptical & working w/bands---I feel great! Im down 25 lbs since my pre-op diet started on turkey day. Just losing that 25 lbs has made me feel like a new person. My clothes are loose--even my shoes are!!

The only thing that has thrown me off is going back to work---I was able to be off almost a whole month--using vaca, holiday, sick & then my disability time (thank you God!)---so I go back to work & its like all my insecurities came flooding back!! I felt like my clothes werent loose enough--that I had gained back alot of the weight!! I just have to get over how I feel when Im at that place--and how my co-workers make me feel. 2 days back at work & I felt like this LARGE insignificant, invisible, useless person again. Hate that!!!

So, to go along w/my physical transformation, Im working on my emotional & mental too---I have such low self-esteem & low self-worth its crazy. To do that, Im forcing myself to get out of my comfort zone!! Im not sitting idle on the couch,watching tv for one. Im signing up for water aerobics & ready to try archery again!! All the things Ive wanted to do---Im doing them!! Archery, fencing, horseback riding----Im all in!!

This surgery is my ticket to places!! And Im taking over the workplace!! lol :)



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Good for you! I hope I can be just as insprired as you. I just had my lap band done yesterday. I will take a few days off work but unpaid so your very lucky. I can't wait to see my weight loss success. Good work keep it up. Bernadette

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I think it's great that you are getting out and doing things you wouldn't have done before. All the feelings you are goin through are completely normal! Did you tell your co workers about your surgery?

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good for you !! dont let co=workers define you ! you know who and what you are, and they of all people do not define you ! you go girl !!!

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You can not let co-workers or the atmosphere of work bring you down. I have been in that situation before and it is terrible. Stay on track, keep working hard to get the things that you want and deserve. It's all about you now, nobody else matters. Make it happen!

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I have not told my co-workers what I did. I just told them I had hernia repair, which was true. They are the type that dont even THINK about asking them about their personal/medical stuff---but they expect to hear what is going on w/you!! ugh lol! and why wouldnt a fat person go on a diet & lose weight-esp for the new year

thanks for the encouraging words!

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