I like that title LOL

I had a rough mental eating day yesterday....no excuses. I'm not sure why but weighing in may have had something to do with it.

pepperjack cheese

italian sausage(I boiled and broiled)

crystal light

oreos

soup(home made, potato,cheese, broccoli, mushroom)

When I got home ice cream(egg nog was on sale) cake that I had baked for a friend who did not pick it up

OK this may be an excuse but my eating may be a little off due to my condition of emotional eating (say with french accent). Holidays do give me serious mood swings. Happy one minute to downright crying and why am I here. Both of my parents are gone and it hurts. I am the youngest and we have a small family. I like the holidays but I feel releaved when they are over. So pray for me that I will exercise today and everyday here on out.

I love everyone of you...ohhhhh yeah my weigh out

383-373-377 I gained 4 pounds but I am actually ok with it. That means I was actually supose to have lost 6 pounds last week to keep off. This just means that when I get out of the 370'2 I will be out for good. I still can't believe I weight 3 hundred anything. LOL Recently I said I weigh 473 and my daughter corrected me and I actually had to think. WOW 459-377 yeahhhhhhh:clap2: :clap2: :clap2:

Awwwww here's a big hug for you. (((((((hhhhuuuuuugggggg)))))))

I KNOW HOW IT FEELS TO LOSE IMPORTANT PEOPLE, BUT WHAT I DO IS REMEMBER WHAT WE DID WHEN THEY WERE HERE WITH ME!! AND I DO IT!! I KNOW IT MIGHT SOUND CRAZY BUT YOU HAVE TO DO WHATEVER YOU GOTTA TO STAY SANE AND FOCUSED!!! LOVE YOU CALL ME AND I WILL CRACK JOKES FOR YOU

ALL MY ((((((((((HUGS))))))))) ARE FOR YOU TODAY MA!!!

You are too precious, thank you honey.

Everyone here says that I give the best hugs. If I ever see ya, I'll show you, but until then, I'm huggin you in spirit right now. I've lost some really close people to me as well. It does hurt, and gets very down, just remember all of us are here for ya! *hug*