Right now it is 4:30 am and I am just starting to get sleepy after being up for awhile. I woke a bit before three and had trouble relaxing and sleeping. I need to be at the hopsital at 6am and my surgery is scheduled for 7:30am. I really want to just get in, get through it, so I can start healing and getting on to a new life. All of this anticpation for the surgery has been so difficult. I have been working so hard for this and I am determined to succeed at this, but of coarse I have my doubts, mostly about the surgery, I really have faith in myself that i can use this tool well. At least, I truly, truly hope so.

Well my mouth is extremely dry from the nausea preventing patch I have on, and I am starting to get pretty tired, going to try to catch a bit of sleep before leaving. See you all on the other side...bye bye

Oh wow it is now 7:30am prayers for you baby. You will be fine and it will be over in no time. I look forward to hearing from you soon.

Thank you for thinking of me. I am back, feeling very sore, but not too gassy, I have had no trouble burping. But I made it, I am proud, now I just cant wait to feel a bit better! I hope all is well with you!