Since my surgery I have been locked up in my apartment. I was so afraid to walk down those stairs outside. So today I decided that I would take a long hot shower curl my hair put on my eye liner,shadow and run outside lol. All went well with the stairs getting in the car was another story but really not that bad. My first stop was to the locol shopping center to visit my sister at ther job. Right when she seen me she said WOW you look different already! Yes thats what I wanted to hear lol. Then I decied that I could walk around the center and finish at Gaint Eagles. Well by the time I made it to the super market I was completly week it was ok because my boyfriend was with me to support me just in case I couldnt make it to the car.

I made it to the car and drank some water but I still wasnt ready to go home yet. So we went to my sisters house and I got and Ice Ball the syrup was diluted with water but after 2 table spoons I was completly sick. Now this is the first time I had this flush uneasy feeling. So now I know I will not be trying anything to sweet no time soon. My emotions keep going up and down tears some nights happy the next day. I guess these feelings come with the process. I have lost 17 pounds as of today and I think thats way to fast. Tomorrow I start the Full Liquid diet so Im waiting patiently for some cream soup and a yougart.