I am so sorry to here about your break up! That is really hard!! One way to look at is that he is really going to miss out on the new LeeLee! and boy are you going to be one fine hot woman..not that you aren't now but just wait!! Right now you need to look out for yourself and allow your band to heal. The better you allow your band to heal the better off your future is. The way you pave your road to success is how easy or hard it is. With all this time you have you can walk..so walk all over..if there are parks around you..walk them..or neighborhoods..whatever is close and scenic to clear your mind. I never entered a gym to lose my weight. I am lucky to have a pool..so I swam and I walked. So walking..clearing your mind might be what you need right now?? I wish you the very best and hope your heart heals soon! Remember every relationship has to happen in order to make you grow into who you are some are and prepare you for the future. Take care.

Thank you so much for the words of encouragement, it means a lot to hear. I know in time I will heal and I just need to take it one day at a time. And you're right, with all this time on my hands I can concentrate on me

This is LeeLee TIME. If he does not want to be part of it then that's that's. Allow him to move on you have bigger and better things in store for you my friend. Follow the band rules and make your life is the best one possible and it can and will happen without him. You need to grieve and then move on. Keep blogging it is a way to share with others how you are feeling and I never eat at my computer so that's a good thing. Best wishes and Bravo on your road to success. imaluckydog

As it has been said," Go get em girl " You'll be fine. Just hang in there as others have said, Bigger and better things are just around the corner. Your a fine looking woman now. Smile you will get past this. Best of luck and I am looking forward to some positive posts. Talk to you later.

Take this time for yourself and time to heal. Sometimes we find ourselves giving for everyone else. Use this time for you and your journey. Celebrate the beautiful person that you are!!! Spread your wings and fly. Here's to wishing you the best!!!