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Hi. My name is Lauren. I'm 25 years old, 5'4'', 252 lbs. (BMI about 42/43?)I have been struggling with my weight since I was about 15 when I was put on prescription medication for depression. As a result of the medication, I gained a signifigant amount of weight in a short amount of time. Fortunately I was able to loose that initial weight gain with diet and exercise. Then I changed medications again, gained weight...lost the weight. Changed medications again etc etc. In summary, I have been yo-yo-ing for about ten years, going from skinny to obese and back about 3 times. Each time I yo-yo I gain back the weight, and then some. Familar story for a lot of us. IN 2008 I weighed about 155 lbs. Then a bunch of things happened: went through a breakup, lost my job, havent been able to find a job (I'm a teacher). Now I'm 251 lbs. and feeling really bad :( I'm depressed and ready for a change.

 

I have been thinking about bariatric surgery for a couple of months now. At first, I was thinking of gastric bypass, but then I found out about the band. In July I met with Dr, Edward Garber (York, PA, USA) about the possibility of getting the band. I went into the appointment thinking, "They will say no. They will say no." Because so many bad things have been happening in my life I was sure no one would be able to help me. Good News. Dr. Garber said the surgery could help me. He said people around my height/weight have a lot of trouble loosing weight. This made me feel like, "Ok, this is a problem other people have." For so long I just blamed myself and blamed myself, and ate, and blamed myself. Now I don't feel so alone.

 

So far, I have gone to 2 nutrition classes, and had a pulmonary exam. I still have to go through a psych eval. which I am worried about since I'm depressed (but stable):) . Then I have to meet with the dietician, and also go to a support meeting. After all that's done, I hope to send my paperwork in and get an insurance approval. My insurance is different than a lot of people's in that I don't have a mandatory supervised pre-op diet. I am thankful for that because I have been dieting and exercising all year to no avail. I hope to get the surgery in Novemberish/Decemberish depending on when the insurance approval comes through. I am hoping and praying to get approved as I know this can be a complicated and disappointing process. I am trying my best to stay calm and mantain my weight.

 

I can't wait to make these changes that will improve my quality of life!:D

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Good luck to you! Before I got banded I spent a lot of time reading these blogs.. you will find hope, encouragement, reality, and friends here! Welcome :)

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Good Luck to you on your New Journey . Always remember that the lap band is a wonderful tool that if used correctly and wisely , can change your life forever . Although there will be bumps along the road , always know you are not alone . We are all in this together ! :)

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Don't sweat the psych eval. They just want to make sure that you know what you are getting yourself into and that it's not a quick fix. They also want to make sure that if you are having care for any sort of psych problem that you are compliant with treatment. That's really it. You sound like you're doing both so I wouldn't sweat it at all.

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Keep blogging all your thoughts this is the place my friend. I remember when I first started this journey. You sound just like me! I was worried about every little step of the way. I also started blogging my feeling and thoughts it helps and you can go back and read about your own progress. I have now been banned for 2 years and have lost 110 pounds. I have just had my "Nip and Tuck" and the recovery has been harder than the band. This is a special place and you can say what ever is on your mind here. I chose not to tell anyone outside my family about my band. I needed people like me to talk too. I got so much support on this site and I have gone back and re read all my blogs from the beginning. My journey has been very exciting. Best wishes on your journey. imaluckydog

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What type of insurance do you have? I have Oxford and I am hoping not to have any mandatory supervised pre-op diet too!

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