So i've started an internship at a vets office/hospital

Its been a great learning experience and I've met a lot of great people (and animals!)

The only downfall has been that my allergies are up so i have to take allergy meds which are messing with my blood pressure.

Bah!

I have also been missing time with this blog and the support groups/panels, etc...

I'm just getting tired of waiting for this process to be over with!

I'm getting frustrated because i need some sort of movement or something to keep me motivated while the process is taking its time.

Luckily i only have two more weeks until my "diet" is over and we submit to the insurance company for approval!

Hooray!

The puppy that i got for my grandmother

is getting spayed tomorrow.

I'm anxious for her and finally had that moment when i was reaching for the chips, as i was making arrangements

to comfort myself or keep myself for getting overwhelmed,

that i realized that i wasn't hungry. i made myself not only step away from them, but also throw them away.

I had a big glass of ice water and tried to relax.

I'm glad that i'm catching myself more and more often.

I'm losing weight slowly,

but at least its going!