You know that feeling that feeling of sitting down with a bag of oreos and a

big glass of milk or big fat peice of chocolate lava cake, you know the ones

that have chocolatly goodness in the center that just oozes out as you put your

fork into it!!! Ummmm, well I got that feeling today without even going near

those tasty treats!!

Hot, hot day out!! Just me and my babies, well not so much

anymore 3 and 6, but anyway back to the point! The milk, a whale that shot out

freezing cold hose water, filled with peices of grassand dirt in the bottom

(actually now that I think about it the water was pretty gross). The cream

filling was water balloons that we ever so gently CHUCKED at daddy, and that

chocolatly goodness oh yeah, that oozy fudgy yummyness = my childrens laughter.

After I finished "gently tossing" water balloons at dad I sat back, big

old glass of ice cold crystal light and watched my babies running around in and

out of the sprinkler. My daughter picking up worms in wonderment and my son, oh

the delicate flower he is - say "ohh sooo cold". That full feeling that wonderful

"I couldnt eat one more bit, but in a good way" that over came me. I am finding

my chocolate heaven.

Every once in a while I can feel that feeling overcome me.

The one food used to fufill. What a process, but today I got a glimpse

of life without cake in the center and it was tasty!!!