1st fill and gym change! Oh boy!
Well, tomorrow I'm getting my first fill. Shouldn't be that bad. I'm guessing.
I'm a bit nervous about the needle part, but I'm looking forward to have
somewhat restriction - though I heard the 1st one doesn't always give you the
restriction most people desire. This Wednesday I'll be exactly one month
post-op. Wow, this month flew by. So far I've lost 32 lbs. Not too bad. Ya know,
it took me 22 years to put this weight on, so I don't expect the weight to just
melt off. It takes time. Though I wouldn't mind having the weight just melt off!
I'm excited to finally just get it off and become "normal." I want to do normal
things and not have my weight slow me down. I want to go to Disney World and
ride the rides w/o being scared I won't fit. I want to go on dates with guys.
And someday I do want to have kids. I just want to be labeled as normal.
I switched gyms this weekend. It wasn't that I didn't like my old gym, i just felt a bit out of place.
My old gym was mostly for men who wanted to work on their muscles.
Everyone was so strong and no one was overweight. I just stuck w/ my tredmill, watching them with wide eyes.
These men were huge and most likely were gymnists sometime in their lives - wouldn't surprise
me...especially considering where I live. Walking into Serena/ Venus
Williams or Celine Dion (etc) on a daily basis is normal here. So I'm
guessing these guys are working on their stamina. So I joined a gym (farther
away) but it is a non-judgement facility. It's great! I feel so much more
laid back there compared to the other one. I've being listening to The
Airborne Toxic Event and it's been keeping me occupied while walking on the
tredmill. I need to start toning my arms, but I can't lift anything more
than 10 lbs because I'm still healing. I'm going to make the gym
a daily habit. I know it will be hard, but determination will get me
through this! Soon I'll be a size 8 Until then, where are my
keys because I'm off to the gym! But anyway, getting weighed in
tomorrow so I hope I've lost more. Keeping my fingers crossed!
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