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Here I am Again...

scoutmama

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Here I am AGAIN... thinking, "How did I get here?" "Why did I do this to myself?" and so many more questions. Not just questions either, cristicisms also. I feel like a failure... today I weighed in at 320 pounds! OMG! I can not believe I am up here again!

 

So, here I go.... I went to the gym and I got on that treadmill and started working out again... I drank my water.... I watched what I ate... I AM STARTING OVER!

 

I am tired of feeling sorry for myself and feeling like a failure. I have made justifications... like this, " Well, at least I still weigh less than when I was banded"....well, if I don't do something I won't!

 

I am going to stop making excuses and follow the rules! I have to...



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Yes you do.......you have to and you can do it. You now have a tool to help you so use it. I found out food is not my world. Let the other people feed their face, I will talk and get to know people and enjoy their company. There is a skinny person in their someplace and you and I will find that person. Good luck to you, Judy

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Good Luck Scout Mama! You can do this! You are in control. Nothing is happening TO you. You are making it happen!

I am at the end of the treadmill race, cheering and high-fiving! We all are!

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