My husband and I have enjoyed boating for all of our adult life. He grew up on the water and I have grown to love it almost as much. Over the years we have had the honor to host many families for boat outings. In these outings, we have encountered many kids who were afraid of the water. No

explanation of why they are afraid of the water, they just are. Probably more accurate, afraid of lake water (can't see the bottom you know). One of the things we have learned is this. If you don't pressure a kid who is scared to get into the water, eventually, he/she gets tired of watching

everyone else having fun and they get in on their own.

It occurred to me that I have much more in common with these kids than I realized. I'm tired of watching everyone around me having fun. Don't get me wrong, I'm no dud.

But how many things have I NOT tried or even considered trying because of my weight? I started a list in my journal of things I will do as I lose or once I have lost the weight. Frankly, it's a long list and it's surprisingly similiar to the "100 reasons to lose 100 lbs." I've seen on this site.

Just as we've watched these kids over the years...be nearby (in case I jump and don't come back up) but don't touch or make any sudden moves.

I've decided to jump. Jump into life that is. Lap band is only a part of the process. :smile2: