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It's My Last Fat Friday!

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BRINA913

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OMG! Three days to go! My surgery is on Monday and you know the weekend is going to fly by.

 

SO...this morning I went to my sons senior breakfast at the High School & as I got ready I looked in the mirror and thought am I doing the right thing!:thumbup:

 

BUT....as I was trying to pick an outfit out for tonights charity event that I am attending, again I realized what has gotten me to this point!

 

As I tried outfit after outfit & realized that I basically look like a linebacker in everything, I had another lightbulb moment!:wub:

 

This what has gotten me here....this is why I have decided to take this drastic measure and finally get a grasp on my weight issue.

 

I want to look in the mirror and feel like my body is as beautiful as my face. When I was a kid everyone would make fun of me for always looking in the mirror. I finally realized that I never really look in mirrors that are below my waste anymore...it is just to painful:crying:.

 

I never wanted to be the girl that people would say "Oh it's a shame she is so heavy...she has such a beautiful face". But yet here I am that person at 46 years old.

 

So today on October 15th I mourn my old lifestyle but am looking forward to embracing my new one. I look at this Friday and think that this will be my last fat Friday. This will be the last Friday in my life that I will ever weigh this much again...:lol:

 

As I sit here and ride this emotional rollercoaster, once again I have had my doubts about whether or not I should go forward but in the end my rational mind takes over & reassures me that I am doing the right thing!

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I am not yet 3 months out. I have loss 37 lbs. I was nervous and worried that I could not do it. However, I have quit soda and almost all carb. I did not think that would have been possible. Honestly, the first 2 weeks of the liquid diet were so hard for me. I did it...but thought ..what did I do. Now, I could not say it enough that I am so glad that I did it. It was the best decision of my life!

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