ok, wow, its been almost a yr since i've really been on here. so this is where im at now...

current weight is 215 (this morning)

i've been on weight watchers for about 2 weeks now, and 2 weeks ago i was at 220.

so 5 lbs in 2 weeks is a start. i really only do weight watchers bc i find writing everything down with the points system works for me. i didnt join or anything, i just went a got the 3 month log and food companion and kind of do my own thing with my band..just really only follow the logging of points. seeing what im doing is keeping me on track and helping me meet my daily requirements.

So anyways, yea thats been working. I also try and do some laps in the pool a few times a week when i go. my community pool is up to $7 to get in, so i can only afford to go once or twice a week. and the pool at my gym was giving me ear infections..so i pretty much have to deal with the $7 fee. oh well. and i've been walking about 4-6 times a week. Monday and tonight i walked extra long. i usually only do about 40 mins (power walking) but those two nights i did 65 mins power walking. and wow do i feel it!!but im proud..bc i usually have to push myself to go..it gets old after awhile and i start to resist it a lil. but im stickin to it this time.

Well im hoping to lose about half a pound a day, about 3lbs a week is the plan. If i work hard and achieve this i could be at my 1st goal by halloween..thats putting me at 200..well i wanna be at 199..its a big deal to get under 200 for me..i cant remember the last time i was there.

my 2nd goal will be for 172..which marks my 100lb spot. hoping to be there by christmas..and then be at my ultimate goal of 150lbs by my birthday in February. Ah it feels so good to dream..i really want to achieve this and im going to do everything i can to get there!! This is it..i had my moment of "its going to happen!"

Another lil goal is to keep myslef on track by spending more time on this site and trying to be loyal to writing in this blog..i find i do better with an outlet.

So ok, this is where im at now. The yr since the last time ive been on here was kind of a blur. It was pointless and wasteful. but im baaaaaack!!