Eating my protien
I'm drinking my water and eating my protien. I have a confession to make though. Since surgery I have not been up at night for the midnight munchies. Last night I was - I know its happening when it happens but its like being in a fog....
I get up to pee.
I go to the kitchen.
I open the fridge and look for something to satisfy me - I don't know if I am hungry, just compelled to eat something.
The voice in my head says "You don't need to eat right now. You should go back to bed" and yet, I keep looking. :hungry:
Fortunatley last night I didn't have anything screaming at me - no crab dip with ritz crackers, no pudding, no leftovers...So I didn't completely sabotage myself. I grabbed the only substitution which was a bag of Ruffles - plain, which I hate - ate two (chips not bags!) and went back to bed.
THANK GOD.
I know that my late night eating was out of control before surgery. It was one of my fears when considering surgery - how was I going to overcome this?
I wonder if its late night hunger - my swelling is gone and I know I'm now able to eat more than before (a week and a half ago) - but I am still limited to what I can eat at a time.
Is my body rebelling?
Crying out for calories?
Or is this a head thing?
I'm trying to keep portion control myself, but I am looking forward to my first fill - when its time. I'm still shrinking - though the scale hasn't changed - I can see the changes in my arms, my face, my legs, my belly so I'm not discouraged. I guess I'll see how I do in the coming weeks with this midnight battle.
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