Ok...I know this is early but I'm just so excited that I can't wait...I am 2 pounds away from first goal....In 2 pounds I will be in twoderville!!! A loss of 1 pound will put me at the 50 pounds lost mark!! I am going to reward myself by going to a quality plus sized clothing store and getting a few items...I need everything, even panties and bras...My body is changing and looking smaller. I CAN EVEN SEE IT NOW!!! I am just so happy that I had this surgery...I found out today what my Mom is giving me for reaching my ultimate goal of 199....She is giving me my deceased great aunt's 1 carrot diamond solitare ring....It will be an honor to wear that ring....my aunt was a wonderful woman. She had polio when she was 5 and was on crutches/wheelchair her whole life.....I miss her!! Anyway, after I lose the 2 pounds it will seem like forever to get down 100 more. I plan to make small goals of 10 - 20 pounds each and always reward myself...I think goals are very important to set and when reached to celebrate!!

Did I happen to mention that I am addicted to swimming now..??? Me, 350 pound very sedentary woman, 3 months ago, is now addicted to a form of exercise...I can't believe it. When I swim, I feel so good because I know it is only giving me great things. I have increased energy, more stamina for my day, better self esteem, fat loss, heart benefits...and most days a more positive mood. Everyone said " exercise is so good for you" I said....no thanks. But now, I see the importance and benefits....

I am learning to love me in so many new ways and I am grateful to my Higher Power, my surgeon, my partner and my Mom....

Meg